There’s nothing I can control in my life now. I hate it. And I can’t even freely rant about it. I wish Ikle were here to talk with. He’s the most sensible person ever. I feel so fucking heavy and I’m sooooooooooooooo “excited” over Friday’s Annual Physical Exam to hear that fucking doctor to say I’m overfuckingweight again, year after year. Then people around me would say the total opposite and say things like “Oh you look okay!” or “You are not fat!”. Ano ba talaga!?!!??? I’m quite lost.
